I have recently concluded reading Babur nama a journal
written by the emperor himself and this coincides with 20th
anniversary of the demolition of a masjid he is said to have constructed. Just
as his victory over Ibrahim lodhi changed the course of Indian history , Babur
may not have known that history will be redefined nearly 400 years after his rule because
of this Masjid.
Babur, as I understood from his book was no saint to be
revered and to the best of my understanding no Muslim ever does so. The book is
majorly an account of an emperor’s conquests who happened to be a Muslim. He had
several contradictions in his personality, on one hand he has written to have
immense faith in God while on the other hand he drank wine, consumed opium and
maajun (tobacco) and killed recklessly in wars. The most interesting side of
his personality was his infatuation for a teenage boy for whom he composed
poetry too. Despite these attributes,
Dilip Hiro, the translator of Babur nama maintains that Babur was a man of
conscience. His relentless pursuit of power did not lead him to abandon certain
core principles. Going by this assumption, I wonder if Babur would have ordered
this Masjid to be constructed at a place of utmost spiritual significance to
Hindus.
The period between 1989 to 1992 was a defining phase of my life
in Aligarh which was already a communally sensitive District. 1989 was bloodier than 1992 when the Masjid was actually pulled
down. This year, killing of 16 kar sevaks attempting to scale the disputed dome
by Mulayam singh administration flamed Hindu sentiments beyond control followed
by large scale violence. Hatred between the two communities climbed its apex ,
inflammatory pamphlets were distributed, hate graffiti were written on walls. even though the city was under curfew and tense, there
was no major incident till a local
newspaper printed false news of 77 Hindu
patients massacred at the AMU hospital,
this report was followed by Gomti train being stopped on the outskirts of
Aligarh and killing of 11 Muslims and a bearded train guard who was a Hindu.
Worst came when it was rumored that one particular night a
Hindu mob with infamous PAC force would attack our locality. More than our
lives we despaired to protect women, children and the older ones. An escape
route was worked out for them which would take them to a larger house behind
our colony. As the night approached,
tension mounted and it appeared as if this
was the end. Older ones and women sat in prayers while younger ones took to the
roofs and then around 8 PM there was huge noise of shouting and heavy firing all around. This continued for
nearly half an hour without actually knowing what was happening. Nothing
really happened, no mob came but years later during Gujarat riots, I could feel
what an ex Congress MP, Mr. Ahsan Jafri must have gone through to save his family before losing
his life to the mob.
I felt disoriented during these few years, felt immensely sick
watching women grinding red chilies to powder for self-defense and my father
making a train reservation with a fake
name. He had to travel to attend my brother in law in Allahabad who had suffered a stroke. I decided to travel with him and it was a tense journey all through with
calls like "बाबर की सन्तानों भारत
छोड़ो" , "मुसलमानों के
दो
ही स्थान ......पाकिस्तान या क़ब्रिस्तान" written on walls as the train jorneyed.
The feeling of being disowned by one’s
motherland is the same as being orphaned. My love for the country can be understood
through a simple example, during my growing years as a cricket crazy kid, I begged
Allah during Namaz for India’s victory
in test matches. In the 1978 series with Pakistan I wept and didn’t eat a few
meals after India lost two successive test matches.
We were a small group of activists led by a fatherly figure
who was also a professor at AMU trying to bring the two factions of Babri
committee on one platform and to convince them to barter Masjid with a
university or a hospital at least. We believed that this disputed Masjid had no religious
significance to the Muslims and more importantly, ideologically should not be
constructed on a disputed place. We had rationally foreseen that the crescendo
at which Hindu sentiments were taken to would not pacify at anything less than the demolition
of this structure. This group however, underperformed and it became literally
impossible to educate our own people who were under illusion that the world
would turn upside down if Masjid was damaged.
Our campaign could not succeed
beyond a few hundred signatures and the climax was as cruel as we knew.
20 years later, even though the memories still haunt we have
moved on, the pioneers of Ayodhya movement, the BJP has lost its credibility on
the issue and I still fantasize that the
two communities will sit together and Muslims will exchange the disputed land with an academic
institution much needed by our community. But this is a fantasy of a person very
much in love with his country who prays for its victory in cricket matches
specially if they are against Pakistan……………..
1 comment:
Mind blowing. ...or I would say what a sense of writing. ..zabrdast.
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